Sanctuary

So many years ago I chose to leave it all It's so vivid as I recall Faded signs of a fall Staring me into the eye Can I be so strong Now I'm letting go what's inside of me It seems like it's beem so long Now I stare blank At the world around me Losing faith is the way you found me Everyday I see you grow colder And I know it's over Never be a part of your life Echoes of long ago Words still hang in the air You'll find in my disguise Is a man who just can't care Begging for a sign that I need to know I'm here After all the things you said to me Constantly testing me Will my head ever be clear? And now I stare blank At the world around me Losing faith I the way you found me Everyday I see you grow colder And I know it's over So bad I want to stop time That's the only way I'll be a part of your life It's just one more day It's just one more day I stare blank At the world around me Losing faith I the way you found me Everyday I see you grow colder And I know it's over And I know it's just one more day It's just one more day (There will come a day my heart rund dry My words will die and I will join them in oblivion But hopefully meaningless feeling will go away)