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Dark Passenger
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Utwór Dark Passenger został wydany 31 lipca 2026 przez Kid With The Light jako część albumu Dark Passenger - Single
31 lipca 2026
WytwórniaKid With The Light
JęzykEnglish
BPM84
Melodyjność
Akustyczność
Valence
Taneczność
Energia

Teledysk

Teledysk

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I write every single word that I think
I think before every word that I say
I say constantly that "I'm okay"...
But Saturday...
Told a different story
Buckle up
I'm thinking of hurting myself
Thinking of leaving this world
Hate myself, love my baby girl
Maybe she's better off without me
Wife doesn't understand, doubts me
Pushes me away, copping strays
Mental walls closing, no escape
Out in this house, she holds the cards
Has the power to drop this house of cards
Thinking, "Maybe this is it..."
Maybe I just don't quite fit
Maybe my head don't quite tick
Face like stone and nobody knows
Nobody sees how deep this goes
I've tried... believe me, I've tried
Always end up with my hands tied
Dead inside... maybe already dead inside
Can't imagine smiling outside
Daughter's smile can't break this stride
Maybe they're better off... can't shake it
Circling this drain, no mistaking
Mind's a maze, but it doesn't phase
Anyone—they all think it's a phase
Think two weeks and I'll be okay
Meanwhile I'm fading day by day
Internal light getting swallowed whole
Internal fight trying to save my soul
If these walls could finally speak
Would they call me brave... or weak?
She holds my hand, makes me feel seen
"Come dadda..." she can't see
We play with the squeaky deck
Not knowing what comes next
Kiss her goodnight... maybe tonight
Is the last night this light loses the fight
I might go for a walk, think what's right
Can't decide which side is right
Which side takes the wheel tonight
Picked a spot... months ago
That is where I said I'd go
Keys in my pocket... don't know why
Walking alone, darkness by my side
Fighting this alone... don't know why
Legs are moving, mind isn't moving
Proving the darkness isn't losing
I arrive... dip my feet... it's ice cold
My mind and heart both ice cold
Phone battery dying... does it matter?
I came here 'cause I can't climb this ladder
Mind's a maze, but it doesn't phase
Anyone—they all think it's a phase
Think two weeks and I'll be okay
Meanwhile I'm fading day by day
Internal light getting swallowed whole
Internal fight trying to save my soul
If these walls could finally speak
Would they call me brave... or weak?
I walk back... under attack
Internal pain... I caught that
Feel like a judge in a court that's empty
Found myself guilty
Of fighting alone once again
Couldn't reach out... except the pen
Back and forth with the dark... why?
She can't understand why
So I hide these depths behind this vest
Am I broken? Or just misspoken?
Awoken? Or just another token?
I walk through the door that causes me pain
She has no idea how close I came
How her words cut me like a blade
I lay down next to her
Don't feel comfortable sharing with her
Silence is damning... tension is thick
I roll over... fall asleep... mentally stuck
Mind's a maze, but it doesn't phase
Anyone—they all think it's a phase
Think two weeks and I'll be okay
Meanwhile I'm fading day by day
Internal light getting swallowed whole
Internal fight trying to save my soul
If these walls could finally speak
Would they call me brave... or weak?
I write every single word that I think...
I think before every word that I say...
I say constantly that I'm okay...
Saturday...
proved I wasn't.
Written by: Kid With The Light
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