Hallelujah

Seems like my beauty is fading away from within Living my life not please God, but for them What they think of me matter more than anything, nowadays, they think I'm beautiful, humble it's causing me to stumble and Im losing my identity Really dont enjoy me Wonder if how I feel shows up in my ministry oh God I think I've messed up big time And I know I should rejoice when I run into many trials and I ups Build endurance, character with strength and time But it seems like knowing that isn't helping me right now And the only thing that's coming to mind is, I gotta praise my way out of this one Hallelujah (I gotta praise my way out of this one) ×8 My insecurities are causing me to look at things more differently Affecting my whole life, moves and integrity Daddy I'm sorry, daddy I'm sorry I know you would expect so much more from me My judgements of ooking at married men, thinking I have a chance Cause it looks like the Godly ones are all taken Is there none for me? Or no one for me? Oh, im Lonely This test is hard for me And I know that you won't put more on me that I can bare And I shouldn't be weary in doing what I know is fair (fair, fair fair) But all my heart is longing for love, from somewhere, anywhere, anywhere Lord I know you love me, feel you love me but Sometimes it feels like it isn't enough To feel the void of having no friends, no companion of my own Especially right now, when I'm feeling all alone And I know I should rejoice when I run into many trials and I ups Build endurance, character with strength and time But it seems like knowing that isn't helping me right now And the only thing that's coming to mind is, I gotta praise my way out of this one Hallelujah (I gotta praise my way out of this one) ×8 No matter, wherever I am When I'm feel alone I'll be saying this, won't stop praying this Hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah x3 Hallelujah x8 Hallelujah, oh hallelujah, yeah oooh