The Hardest

I used to kneel down praying, but no one heard it seems

Everything was telling me follow your dreams

I'll never understand it, I'll always wonder why

You can always lose, no matter how hard you try

Well I thought I was dreaming, I was just wasting time

Living this life like it's meant to be mine

But there's no hope for nothing and nothing at all

When the hardest you wish is the hardest you fall

When someone else is winning, someone's playing fair

The rules don't really matter when life doesn't care

I'll try to keep believing I'll wake up safe and sound

I'll try to face the world as it's beating me down

Well I thought I was dreaming, I was just wasting time

Living this life like it's meant to be mine

But there's no hope for nothing and nothing at all

When the hardest you wish is the hardest you fall

Oh, look at me now

Smiling to keep myself

Moments from just breaking down

Oh, isn't it weird

How everything you could hope for

Can just disappear

Well I thought I was dreaming, I was just wasting time

Living this life like it's meant to be mine

But there's no hope for nothing and nothing at all

When the hardest you wish

The hardest you wish is the hardest you fall