Sickness

This life I lead is tested every single day. It's a struggle that I can't seem to face. I can't keep living life like a victim. My heart is beating fast and my chest feels like a prison. My world is breaking down. My mind is tattered and torn. I've always given my all since the day I was born. Just get me out of this hell I know. I just want out. I'm hanging on by a thread. Just tighten the noose that hangs around my aching neck. I've lost my pride. I've lost my way. I just pray that when I die, I feel no pain. I'm beaten and broken. Just bury me. I feel like I'm drowning in a sea of misery. My mind is trapped like a slave. The way I'm going, I'll be digging my own grave. Just bury me. I'll find a way to kill this suffering. To fight the sickness in me. I grind my teeth. I'm loosing sleep but I'll find my way. I'll find my way if it kills me. I'm hanging on by a thread. Just tighten the noose that hangs around my aching neck. I've lost my pride. I've lost my way. I just pray that when I die, I feel no pain.