Blurry Paintings

Years struggling within His own mind is keeping him prisoner To a bed and an endless dream Fighting all alone, Going down to a land of sins and shadows No one's looking for him And he's looking for no one But one day A light brightens his eyes Nobody is there to realize I can't remember But some letters Need something to feel Or someone I can call "you" My life is fading And it's just beginning Nothing to feel Just falling around... the floor Going back in time There's a face that I just can't forget But there's no name or address Where I could get to her Walking down the street Seems like I see her in every face Is she even so real? Did she ever exist? But today I've been desensitized And nobody's there to realize I can't remember But some letters Need something to feel Or someone I can call "you" My life is fading And it's just beginning Nothing to feel Just falling around I can't remember I can't remember I can't remember But some letters Need something to feel Nothing related to you My life is ending On its beginning Nothing seems real Just falling around