Reality

I have to leave you behind I know that sounds harsh But that's the reality I wish we had our old life But that shit's impossible That's just reality I should have told you the minute you came But you sounded distraught standing out in the rain And I wanted to let you in, swallow your pain Because that's what I always do But I made a pact with my moms Under no circumstance Should I hear out Natalie Unlike you I keep my word And promises I make become my reality You like to live your life blurring the lines Bending the rules to make yourself look better But all that I wanted was something concrete And to know for a fact you are real What I know is I still love you That's my reality You know I'd give anything to wake up with you next to me You and I spent two years of our lives lost in your lies Far from reality And it felt like a dream 'Cause it was Why do I always give in? That is on me to change That's my reality I can't do this to myself again I deserve someone who accepts reality I can't imagine rebuilding my life with you Constantly on the edge of what I know is true And you would string me along like you always do Knowing I will never let go