All That I Am Living For

All that I'm living for

All that I'm dying for

All that I can't ignore alone at night

I can feel the night beginning

Separate me from the living

Understanding me after all I've seen

Piecing every thought together

Find the words to make me better

If I only knew how to pull myself apart

All that I'm living for

All that I'm dying for

All that I can't ignore alone at night

All that I'm wanted for

Although I wanted more

Lock the last open door—My ghosts are gaining on me

I believe that dreams are sacred

Take my darkest fears and play them

Like a lullaby, like a reason why

Like a play of my obsessions

Make me understand the lesson

So I'll find myself, so I won't be lost again

All that I'm living for

All that I'm dying for

All that I can't ignore alone at night

All that I'm wanted for

Although I wanted more

Lock the last open door—My ghosts are gaining on me

Guess I thought I'd have to change the world

To make you see me

To be the one

I could have run forever

But how far would I have come

Without mourning your love?

All that I'm living for

All that I'm dying for

All that I can't ignore alone at night

All that I'm wanted for

Although I wanted more

Lock the last open door—My ghosts are gaining on me

Should it hurt to love you?

Should I feel like I do?

Should I lock the last open door

My ghosts are gaining on me