Lost

Don't forget me! Everyday is the fucking same! I can't shake the feeling that I'm to blame! You will never forgive me! And this I know! I'm tearing apart the seems I wish this was only a dream Feeling lost and hopeless There must be a way through this I deserve this— my own hatred! Slip away I think I'm losing you, no, I'll never be okay Please stay I need you more than you ever needed me Why can't I find the words to say to make this all go away?! I reach for you but find nothing there I fucked up one too many times! Saying these words of different kinds! Why can't I change myself?! Why can't I better myself?! (better myself, blah!) Bitter and angry! I can never make you happy! Oh! Make you happy! I'm tearing apart the seems I wish this was only a dream Feeling lost and hopeless There must be a way through this Slip away I think I'm losing you, no, I'll never be okay Please stay I need you more than you ever needed me Why can't I find the words to say to make this all go away?! I reach for you but find nothing there Failing to see what's in front of me! My regret is crushing what we could be! Turn your back like you always do! But in my mind the closest thing is- You! I will never forget you! I must reap what I sow! I will never forget you! I must reap what I sow!