Trying So Hard Not to Know

You keep changing your mind for so many reasons From what I can tell You just might as well Lay down and choke on your own I can't give you enough to just keep believing This shit don't run well It's burned out as hell Trying and so hard not to know You're filling it up just to turn out on empty God-damn, I know just how it feels I'm gonna tear out all that's inside me Look away from here 'cause nobody cares And they're trying so hard not to know You take all of you want, haven't found any answers Or look down and stare, and I run around and yell That it might not rain anymore You never stand up long enough to pull it together Well, who gives a damn and very few can When they're trying so hard not to know