Perception

Remember when they used to talk like they love you, now they be blowing a kiss Now they be walking away when they see you Saying oh josh is a bitch I am perceived in a way that I don't wanna be in but I am kid We all be making mistakes and things that we do is the way that we live Niggas they know how we talk (Bahhh) Niggas they know how we eat We be living in dangerous world I don't ever go to sleep I had a dream A homie was pulling up asking me just for the money He said it's funny how you have no money but have enough to buy some food I said you need-a just watch how you talk He said nah you need-a just move Before I knew it he shot up my face The blood was all on my shoe Turn on the channel 4 news You see a 19 year old dead way to soon I should of given him what he was asking for but I just already knew (I did) Tryna be brave for culture but never thought once I should do this for you I was so stuck in the moment I thought that my life was okay and it's true Momma was rushing to see how I was but it was to late all the blood Was already pouring straight out of my lungs People they don't give a fuck Either you give them whatever They ask Or they will aim and they shoot Living your life for a day Is a blessing You need-a thank god for the truth Love all the people who fight in your life and stand by your side everyday Take away pain out your life And I bet when you walk outside you won't see rain Then I woke up from my dream And I saw my momma happy And I saw my baby sister And her hair was still nappy The friend that was asking me just for the money I gave it to him and he left Who would of known Your life just depends on the way that you live it your best (Bahh)