Tattered, Torn and Blue (And Crazy)

I had a friend, but she turned her back on me Never told me why, just decided to leave So I'm still waiting, hoping to find Someone to love me through the hardest of times Seems like I'm always out here looking for the pain Chasing down the hurt like I prefer it that way Kicking up some dust just to feel the dirt fall on my face Well, maybe hearts like mine are always meant to be A little tattered, torn and blue and crazy I have a lover but in time he'll go away How could he love me when I act out this way? He don't see the trouble I keep in my mind A heart stained with shadows can't trust the loving kind Seems like I'm always out there looking for the pain Chasing down the hurt like I prefer it that way Kicking up some dust just to feel the dirt fall on my face Well, maybe hearts like mine are always meant to be A little tattered, torn and blue and crazy A little tattered, torn and blue and crazy