I Can't Be My Old Self Forever

What's it like to walk through rain With nothing to cover your shame 'cause My umbrella stays up even under a bridge What's it like to wonder why I do everything with you on my mind when Everything I do is just my way to escape you I've been told I've gone nowhere on my own Well, we've just seen that I can't run from my own Knowing that the truth already hurts but I won't stop this Knowing you're the only one I'd lose ain't enough to stop me Oh, I find it hard to leave you there Knowing that the truth already hurts Knowing that I've only just begun Knowing that the truth already hurts I never liked to win your games Can't keep giving love when you keep on playing They won't have a last move if I wake up and leave them I've been told I've gone nowhere on my own Well, we've both seen that I can't run from my own Knowing that the truth already hurts but I won't stop this Knowing you're the only one I'd lose ain't enough to stop me Oh, I find it hard to leave you there Knowing that the truth already hurts Knowing that I've only just begun Knowing that the truth already hurts I can only be this way with you There ain't nothing you can say or do You can't pay me for myself so you Know that I can't lose Knowing the truth already hurts but I won't stop this Knowing you're the only one I'd lose ain't enough to stop me Knowing that the truth already hurts but I won't stop this Knowing you're the only one I'd lose ain't enough to stop me Oh, I find it hard to leave you there, no Knowing that the truth already hurts Knowing that I've only just begun Knowing that the truth already hurts