Effort

You don't make an effort And now i'm doing all the reaching Love in me is a curse I clipped my wings and now i'm bleeding I don't wanna need her But I got used to how she treat me Barely feel i'm on earth My insecurities are eating My downfall is overthinking Reassure me or i'm weakened Leave me drowning leave me sinking You ain't text me back in weeks Woke up to blood up in my sheets See devil horns replaced my wings Revenge has always tasted sweet And i'm so sick of being me I'm not really one for the bullshit I don't want the talk stage, I just want this I'm the man that I am, drew a line up in the sand And I cannot really stand beyond-it I don't wanna waste time, be honest You broke every last thing you promised Leave my coat back at home, when i'm out in the cold Cause I guess I must like the hardship I make shit harder for my self and I deserve no help I fucked up, every, single, time, I had, a grip on someone else Why love is always hell, I don't no nothing else I'm dragging myself through the pain i'm entertained by no-one else I crave what makes me melt, like Icarus I fell Must be addicted to the pain, the way I hide it you can't tell that My insecurities are eating me alive We're inseparable they're always at my side I don't don't don't don't want this life Ay just take it from me swear i'll be alright My insecurities are eating me alive We're inseparable they're always at my side I don't don't don't don't want this life Ay just take it from me swear i'll be alright