Fck It Up

Standing on top but I just wanna fuck it up Standing in a room full of kids, who wanna do drugs Looking at you from a distance, you're in love But never with me so I gotta fuck you up I see your eyes all over me 'Cause I am not who I should be I wanna be ugly Not your PYT (PYT) I had a wish And it came true (it did) But it can't fix what I been knew (it won't) I know my life just isn't real (it's not) It leaves me free And at unease Standing on top but I just wanna fuck it up Standing in a room full of kids, who wanna do drugs Looking at you from a distance, you're in love But never with me so I gotta fuck you up When I was young I felt myself Then I grew up Got lost again Nothing really matters, except you and I are brothers I got everyone to come for, I don't need your comfort Standing on top but I just wanna fuck it up Standing in a room full of kids who Wanna do drugs (huh, huh, huh, huh) Looking at you from a distance you're in love But never with me so I gotta fuck him up (ay, ay, ay, fuck it up) Do I look empty, now in my twenties, do I look friendly? Do I look happy, now in my twenties, do I look friendly? Do I look empty, now in my twenties, do I look friendly? Do I look happy, now in my twenties, do I look friendly? Standing on top but I just wanna fuck it up Standing in a room full of kids, who wanna do drugs Looking at you from a distance, you're in love But never with me so I gotta fuck him up