I Hate You So Much

I only lie when I wish it was the truth

I hate you, I hate you so much

I close my eyes but all I see is you

I hate that I love you so much

I fantasize that all my dreams come true

To show you what could've been ours

And I realize it's a foolish thing to do

But I just can't, can't help it

I am angry and I'm selfish, oh

I close my eyes but all I see is your face laughing back at me

I miss you but you do not miss me back

I close my eyes but all I see is your face laughing back at me

I miss you but you do not miss me back