Fighting With Myself

I don't know where to go I don't know where to go I don't know where to go I don't know where to go I don't know where to go I have been fighting with myself I don't know where to roll I have been fighting with myself I don't know where the heaven is at I am living in my hell I don't know where to travel I don't know I don't know where to go I have been fighting with myself I don't know where to roll I have been fighting with myself I don't know where to travel I have been fighting with myself I don't know where the heaven is at I am living in my hell I am living in my dead mind Looking for a passed time Back when I was still a little kid without a sad eye Back when I was dreaming When I was believing In a brighter future without anybody bleeding But now I see the dark side Now I see the stars die But I am gonna turn this shit around I have got a smart mind Every year I am aging I see it as upgrading Level twenty one at twenty eight I am meeting satan I am succeeding and beating season by season I am growing I see progression and lessons in every wave I be rowing I know my brother is gonna find a way to escape from this moment I know my friend is gonna be eating again and stand on his own I know my mother is gonna keep her spirit My father is gonna keep appearing To help the minorities and the people who struggle steering My granny is ninety four You think she don't smile anymore? I tell you she is glowing she is enjoying life more Than the guy I see in the mirror The one with sadness inside It could not be any clearer He is looking mad thru his eyes He may feel decent for seconds But he is screaming in mind He only finds inner peace Whenever he is eyeing the sky I have got a dream and a passion that keep me busy forever And when I truly invest in something I am shifting the weather So I better keep moving to keep my mind on distraction Cause if I sit for a second a voice in me says I don't know where to go I have been fighting with myself I don't know where to roll I have been fighting with myself I don't know where the heaven is at I am living in my hell I don't know where to travel I don't know I don't know where to go I have been fighting with myself I don't know where to roll I have been fighting with myself I don't know where to travel I have been fighting with myself I don't know where the heaven is at I am living in my hell I don't see nothing but memories Negative energy I don't see nothing but memories And I don't wanna, pretend to be I see nothing but memories Negative energy I don't see nothing but memories And I don't know I don't know where to go I have been fighting with myself I don't know where to roll I have been fighting with myself I don't know where the heaven is at I am living in my hell I don't know where to travel I don't know I don't know where to go I have been fighting with myself I don't know where to roll I have been fighting with myself I don't know where to travel I have been fighting with myself I don't know where the heaven is at I am living in my hell I am living in my dead mind Looking for a passed time Back when I was still a little kid without a sad eye Back when I was dreaming When I was believing In a brighter future without anybody bleeding But now I see the dark side Now I see the stars die But I am gonna turn this shit around I have got a smart mind Every year I am aging I see it as upgrading Level twenty one at twenty eight I am meeting satan I don't know where to go I don't know where to go I don't know where to go I don't know where to go