No Regard

Did you expect something less When you tried to pull the trigger Now I'm stuck here with empty Blanks Because I've been speaking so highly Of people who find me as a speck of Dust under their feet But now it's all up to me To gain a sense of relief There's no regard for peace Self-doubt and empathy Someone help me I tried to get away from all of my Problems But why would I wanna leave so Soon I've gotta clean up all the doubts Living in my head But I'm secluded in to my dirty room I think about making changes over And over but Everything stays the same I've got what it takes and I know what's at stake I won't stray away from my better Times And I won't forget What I'm fighting for I've seen all the dark I've been through this before Right now I am broke And beaten for sure You won't find me on the floor Kick me out When you never helped me heal at All You think I'm selfish when you Locked me in your prison walls Shade my name Even when I held the door for you This claustrophobia is the only thing That's holding true You tried to hide away from all of Your problems Instead you took it out on me Because you're the same as the rest Take the weight off your chest And try to say it's for my own good Kick me out When you never helped me heal at All you think I'm selfish when you Locked me in your prison walls Shade my name even when I held the Door for you This claustrophobia is the only thing That's holding true Don't try and say you love me I've heard that lie so let it be No regard for any kind of helping me Don't try and say you love me Watch your mouth before you speak And clear the lies inside your cheeks With broken bones and shattered Dreams I guess it's time for me to Leave Turning pages on my life Watching every day go by Your story ends before you die And no one cares No one cares