Last Night, 4 Years Ago

I am just a candle waving in the wind You are more a bonfire Whipping in a hurricane Coming to an end We don't have to shake hands With everyone we meet tonight While I am a raindrop pouring on a wedding You are more a tidal wave Crashing all your lipstick Smearing on the bedding And you are a gamble But I am a safe bet But we are train-wreck That I'm still riding What are we hiding Why is this time That we seem to be biding I thought that I thought that I thought that I saw The future but future's far gone But was it last night Or 4 years ago I cannot remember I never really know Cause you don't ever fade from my mind You never go Was it last night or 4 years ago Was it last night Or 4 years ago I cannot remember I never really know Cause you don't ever fade from my mind You never go Was it last night or 4 years ago As the days fade And we both change I would still say Though we both changed That I want you You were more the grandstand bringing on confetti While I'm more the middle man Caught between your legs again Crashing on your settee It's getting hard to ignore And make believing better things But it seems that we're driving Over the siding Where are we going And who is deciding I thought that I thought that I thought that I saw The future but future is not where we are But was it last night Or 4 years ago I cannot remember I never really know Cause you don't ever fade from my mind You never go Was it last night or 4 years ago Was it last night Or 4 years ago I cannot remember I never really know Cause you don't ever fade from my mind You never go Was it last night or 4 years ago As the days fade And we both change I would still say Though we both changed That I want you