Odd Punk

A new life is what I seek Please help me find it I thought I understood But I'm too damaged I'm climbing up, you're pushing down I'm getting nowhere I'd rather die than live inside This backwards fantasy, alone I left home for a while Sought truth and promise Got lost along the way But I'm still fighting Why am I used to the abuse? I'm nearly broken I'd rather die than live inside This backwards fantasy, alone I spin round in circles Faster, never stopping Harder to catch my breath Signs point right, I turn left I spin round in circles Faster, never stopping Harder to catch my breath Signs point right, I turn left Take it all in stride One step at a time Take it all in stride One step at a time I'm climbing up, you're pushing down I'm getting nowhere I'd rather die than live inside This backwards fantasy Save me