Diamond

You never were a lucky diamond Always had to hide from the gunshots Fired from your hands to the heart of your inner child Blue-eyed boy, waiting to be changed We screwed each other up many times Our frames, willow branches rocking in the rain We were falling into pieces of nothing We were strong, but we were never toughened I was a bluebird, creative and free And you were jaded and nervous But you were cleverer than me We coulda rocked many other birds Could've inspired many other words I was a kid and I was kind, I was jealous, I was wild I was passionate as fuck and you know that I built you up 'Cause everything I thought I felt was true And maybe I never really loved you, 'cause You are colder than an ocean Colder than an ocean in the dark You are colder than an ocean Colder than an ocean in the dark We caught a lot of trouble when The pieces of our puzzle never fitted in And you were where every penny of my energy was spent You were my pet, you were my favorite pet But you were, never the other half of my heart 'Cause for years upon years we heard the sounds of alarms Breaking bread and being who we never left We clung harder to each other in a lonely bed You wanted my baby girl You wanted me to wear a ring You wanted so many things But you were an island and I can't swim You were a lonely island and I'm drowning 'Cause happiness is just a concept Happiness is just a concept Happiness is something you can choose to remember or forget Happiness is never ever having to regret your choices You are colder than an ocean Colder than an ocean in the dark You are colder than an ocean Colder than an ocean in the dark