i wear black in summer

Walking on my own, let the street lights guide me Feeling so alone in the crowd at night Is this all I ever wanted? A bottle in my hand, wanna turn into liquid Evaporate myself into the midnight sky Who would care if I wasn't here? I wear black in summer Don't see life in colors I ain't like no other I, I'm the worst of sinners I'm the fear that shivers I like that taste of bitter Thoughts turn to dust when I try to pick them Try to find the cure but I don't get the sickness This is all I ever wanted At least I'm good at feeling like it ain't my fault Overthinking is the only road I've walked I guess that I'm forever learning I wear black in summer Don't see life in colors I ain't like no other I, I'm the worst of sinners I'm the fear that shivers I like that taste of bitter (I ain't like no other) I wear black in summer Don't see life in colors I ain't like no other