I'm sick of metaphors, so I'll just say it

I hate myself

I found my dreams at the bottom of a bottle that I can't crawl out of

How can I live with the person that I've become?

How can I find a love, think when I'll ask her to be wed?

I fell in love with an entity, that can't be felt or seen. Lately, it's been the only one that's there for me. I think the point of no return is where I'm comfortable, so let's face it, I will be the one that never learns

How can I live with the person that I've become?

How can I find a love, think when I'll ask her to be wed?

I built my hopes up, hoping I would find the center breaking down

I am so lonely, It's pushed me to the edge of breaking down

I should have listened

I should have learned

I don't know how to treat myself

I fell in love with an entity, that can't be felt or seen. Lately, it's been the only one that's there for me. I think the point of no return is where I'm comfortable, so let's face it, I will be the one that never learns