Lazaretto

I don't know where to begin, I think I'm (moments away) From everything crumbling all around me, so (show me the way) Out of the deep end, now my back is (bowing in pain) I might be jumpin' the gun, I might be jumpin' the gun, I might be jumpin' (oh no, the shame) Where will I end up? If I don't wake up tomorrow I let the pain do me in Wake him in the middle of the night, to find I'm all alone Oh no, where did he go? Where did he go? (Sometimes I think I'll never know) Speaking all the pain and all the things that made us hate him "What an ego" (i guess I'm better off than I know) Not good enough, not good enough (you're afraid, you're afraid, you're afraid) Not good enough, not good enough (you're afraid, you're afraid) I don't know where to begin, I think I'm (moments away) From everything crumbling all around me, so (show me the way) Out of the deep end, now my back is (bowing in pain) I might be jumpin' the gun, I might be jumpin' the gun, I might be jumpin' (oh no, the shame) Where will I end up? (Don't let the pain do you in)