Die Alone

I don't want to die like this Die like this I don't want to rise like this Try like this I don't want to die like this Die like this I don't want to die like this Die, die alone I hate to see the pictures That you post It only takes me back To better times When we were close I guess it was your company I'm missing now the most A pill that's hard to swallow Knowing this is what I chose But we don't mix like Water and gasoline There's too much on the line That you ask of me Changing my path Would be a tragedy Turning our love Into catastrophe You're just a memory in my head That I try to forget I wonder if they lie When people say they have no regrets Focus on my shortcomings Wonder why I'm depressed Smoke a half ounce in a day To numb the pain in my chest It isn't right, I know it Drown the pain in Moet Never try to show it But I have fear emotions That I might have to do this All on my own And that's a drag To think that I could have you Having my back Hard to detach from that I don't want to die like this Die like this I don't want to rise like this Try like this I don't want to die like this Die like this I don't want to die like this Die, die alone I don't want to die I don't want to die Die alone Die alone I hate when I'm alone I'm hoping you come back I've been staring at my phone It holds my whole past Scrolling it so fast Love is a hard task Praying we stay together But knowing it won't last Sorry if you hate me But lately it's getting crazy I've been taking medication The vision is still hazy Depression at its worst And I deal with it on the daily Somebody save me We can make it work As long as you want to try As long as we stay together Then baby it's you and I Maybe we gon' die But never gon' be alone As long as when I'm calling You always answer the phone Never a dial tone Never a dull moment Cuz' every time I say that I love you I show emotion I notice that you know it I'm hoping we stay focused So we can last together Forever inside the moment I don't want to die like this Die like this I don't want to rise like this Try like this I don't want to die like this Die like this I don't want to die like this Die, die alone I can't get away I don't want to die Die alone Die alone You never told me Where we stood where we fall Why you kept all your walls up Flaws they were brought up And just swept away So I don't think it's best I stay But I don't want to die like this