Take Me Instead

Mmh-hmm Aa-haa What is my free will if I lie helpless? I want all of the pain, I'm selfish All my real ones, I know that they felt this Pain that's endless I wish death had took me first With my loved ones written on a T-Shirt In the clean suit, ridin' in a cheap hearse Wishin' it was reverse, waitin' for the reapers Won't you take me instead? Won't you aim for my head? If there's Heaven waitin', helping me for my forgiveness Won't you take me instead? Whеn I prayed for my rest? If therе's Heaven waitin', now blame me for my forgiveness (Bullshit) Won't you take me instead? I was holdin' in my last breath Foldin' in when all the colder shit in then my life took a fast left Watch you bleedin', know the way you seen me like I was half dead But I just couldn't accept I just couldn't ever Everything was fine with you, but now we're past that, but I would take the pain for you in a heartbeat To take it from me, better bring up an army Selfishly I thought the hell was serious Just enough for you to have to leave it alone I'm not sorry, I'm not ready to give up this easy I'll rip my heart out from the front of my chest 'Fore I turn my back or you don't need me Won't you take me instead? Won't you aim for my head? If there's Heaven waitin', helping me for my forgiveness Won't you take me instead? When I prayed for my rest? If there's Heaven waitin', now blame me for my forgiveness (Bullshit) Won't you take me instead? Oh, oh, oh, oh Take me instead, take me instead Take me instead, take me instead