Current State of Mind IV (feat. Yukio Soul & Benny Chill)

Go on live your life, you're good on your own Grab a camp chair, you don't deserve a throne Stuck with memories, I'm sitting all alone I was with my niggas probably getting stoned I was your nigga, I was like your mascot You were looking average, I was giving mad props I was addicted to your pussy like a crack rock Take my weed, put it in the stash spot I'm only joking, it's crazy what love will make you do I guess it's my fault, I've always seen a better you If you were me and I was you, I wonder what you would do And I would never put you through the things you put me through Looking at my efforts, I feel like a fool Can never fall in love, I fall into a pool Ass fat full moon in the afternoon What happens after school happens after school 'Cause when it's wartime, it's really wartime And when it's your time, it's really your time Made a name for yourself, it's everywhere you go Even where you stay I couldn't love a hoe You know for you I played a fool The things you do, I'd never do It's constantly war between us both Your love ain't for me, I need something new Push me away any chance you get Don't try to stay, it will be the same You just need to run away from me You just need to stay away from me Fuck if you love when you don't love yourself Smoking on broccoli, man, I hope it helps I find some time to think properly, still gon' fuck yourself Way this shit is going I can't wish you well Throwing all my coins down a wishing well Before I wish you well, 'cause you bring me hell Lies between your lights, but now I know you well Overthinking everything, I'm in a mental cell Why would you act like I was insecure When you were lying I couldn't be sure You saw my pain and couldn't be a cure You saw my pain and brought me some more You had me wrapped around your lil' finger Get over you I hope it happen quicker Blow up my brains, I'm finna pull the trigger Voices in my head, Zulu I wish you dated Bad communication running out [?] Don't wanna see you now, don't wanna see you later Telling all my homies that I fucking hater ya You know for you I played a fool The things you do, I'd never do It's constantly war between us both Your love ain't for me, I need something new Push me away any chance you get Don't try to stay, it will be the same You just need to run away from me You just need to stay away from me You see, true love is the only type of love that can keep and sustain a relationship. And to help you to make the ultimate sacrifice; to give up playing games, quit distructive habits and quit counselling when you can, to acquire tools and knowledge in order to for you to help the relationship Interviewer: And it sounds like that stuff was what lead you to go to your GP Zoocci Coke Dope: Yeah, yeah Interviewer: So how was that changed things for you? Zoocci Coke Dope: Damn! It's a crazy question. It's uhm... Firstly I promised myself to try and forget the whole thing and act like it never happened because it was such a bad time for me mentally and I never wanna think about it. This is therapy so if I had to explain it to someone... I feel like I died that day but my eyes never closed I feel like I died that day but my eyes never closed I feel like I died that day but my eyes never closed I feel like I died that day but my eyes never closed I feel like I died that day but my eyes never closed