Do you ever think about the nights when we were young
Sleeping on floors just screaming out our lungs
It's unironically
The life we thought we'd never lead
But by now I should have grown up
I'm th;e poster child for the one who always mess up
I lie in bed awake and think about the good times
What can I do that's gonna save me now
I wish I had the nerve to say this 10 years ago
But it's always just so hard to let things go
I can't believe I let you lead me on for way too long
Manipulating every single word I said to you
I lie in bed awake and think about the worst times
What can I do that's gonna save me now
I wish I had the nerve to say this 10 years ago
But it's always just so hard to let things go
I'm going away with nowhere to stay
Getting lost learning how to be myself
A day a time with nowhere to hide
To hell with you and all your wishes
