You Load the Gun

Blood on my hands If it's justice why's it feeling like revenge? I need counsel from someone who understands How it feels to lose someone you never had, never had Look at what a mess we made Couldn't tear my eyes away Wish you hadn't lied that day, day you told me you loved me Thought you were the one, what I have become I just can't outrun I pull the trigger, you load the gun I love to love you, you love to run Tell me you need me, why you leaving? I pull the trigger, you load the gun So did I just read this wrong? You were dancing to our song You were left side of the bed Don't say this was in my head Was it you or was it me? Was it our hostility? Or your insecurity? Now the answer's out of reach Gaslight, light me up, say I'm not enough Sabes que soy peligrosa, you never call my bluff How'd it get this rough? What I have become I just can't outrun I pull the trigger, you load the gun I love to love you, you love to run Tell me you need me, why you leaving? I pull the trigger, you load the gun