Broken Body

I've got a sickness, no doctor in all of his knowledge could ever cure I'm so sick and tired of feeling worthless like I don't exist Keep up my head high, try to live my life And no one notices All my years being left alone has made me what I am Wounded by the ones I love Back against a wall I'm an animal Trapped in hell This is real pain These are real tears This is the world falling on me Is this what you want Part of your great plan You want to see me fail You'll never get your chance Sorrow has become my only friend again I know I will fail you in the end There's no heaven that wants me No hell that could ever hold me in No matter how far I run, I could never escape I still bear all of my sins I remember the sun touching your face I'm still waiting for the day Just to hear you say, "Well, I've had enough." Get up and you walk away Sorrow has become my only friend again I know I will fail you in the end And I can't blame you for running I know you couldn't understand You see, I don't even know myself anymore I don't even fucking understand This is real pain These are real tears This is the world falling on me Is this what you want Part of your great plan You want to see me fail You'll never get your chance Sorrow has become my only friend again I know I will fail you in the end I will fail