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Letra
Love why will I love myself when it seems like a cliche
I got words on my side like the man who preaches
learnt patience from how far each train of thought reaches
Whenever I speak my mind it slaps like the teachers
We made life musical chair only to feel defeated
half my youth I was running circles just to be seated flirting alone I ran away from people and cheaters
only to realize I have to swim till the cycle repeat us
And all this English I learnt is only from subtitles man
Funny at sixteen i still had a whole lot of entitlement
Saw death all the time before I knew what suicidal meant
If my life is ever a movie I guess that's the title then
And I been high and I been tired tell me whats a wish-list
Sometimes it feels like just all my time has been dismissed.
Miss missed calls now you have no one to celebrate Christmas
You try to take it one at a time but life is not an abacus
You living on soggy biscuits and chai turns into litmus
It's gonna be a good day or its another day of being listless
Your. girl is always asking how many meals u have skipped bitch
And I don't know If I can find a plate before I wash the dishes
And I have been Falling from where I can see a tower as a dot
All my life I Ridiculed it now I give power to that thought
Being thirsty is Confusing like any water in a drought
In the end Your father life is a martyr to your sword was
more than looks its how it looks beyond the isms
A world where being lonely is too edgy for the prism
friendship is a privilege you either grow or sink within
Fuck art I see colors for how we design life with em
And you gotta look at yourself, lying can't be lifestyle
it will slowly turn into a mirror if you are not outside
All this reflection is my enemy if that's what you realize
You got the same illness like the rest of us who live inside.
So how fast can you go without missing all your stations
How long can you feel the love without your medications
And Riz said this sickness is more common in south Asians
I think we all wanna talk but grew on pure hesitation
How will you find your love in self hatred.
How will you find our pride in self Hatred.
How will you stand up to class in self hatred
How many dead bodies will be found in self hatred?
Fucking Reddit wont vote down the self hatred
A lot of muffled sounds echo in self hatred
How long with the smoke drown the self hatred?
Where will I belong and feel alive in self hatred ?
