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COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Gerald Owen
Songwriter
Robert van Alem
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Rob Maestro
Producer
Letra
Havin' deja vu
Flashbacks to when I used to play Ja Rule
On those long walks on the way to school
Had a long talk about breakin' rules
That's why I didn't graduate
I never had to state my case in front the magistrate
Fuck your prom, I ain't have a date
I showed up to my classes late
No one to blame, but it played a part
In slipping grades. But hey, they weren't that great to start
Teachers dismayed, they all say I'm smart
"If you apply yourself, you could make a mark"
They sat me down, said "Let me be clear
As long as you do the work for the rest of the year
Pass your exam and you're present and here
You'll pass the class and graduate with the rest of your peers"
I'm not surprised at bein' lied to
One credit shy, wouldn't let me slide through
Too busy gettin' high, spittin' rhymes hot as Thai food
Wanted to have me slingin' fries through the drive-thru
No. That was no option though
Supposed to be doin' math, had a problem though
I woke up and didn't wanna go
So we smoked blunts at the old hospital
Never studied for a test. So my grades poor
Didn't have friends, didn't play sports
Hung out at the park, didn't skateboard
Locked out of the house in a rainstorm
And I ain't have the money for a payphone
I got jumped on my way home
My brother made them punks say they're sorry
But I never got invited to the parties they'd throw
The phony never thrive
It's fight or flight, the goal is only to survive
Bryan died, hope it isn't lonely in the sky
That was probably 'round the time I met the homie from the Chi
Perfect timin', Ivan with the cornrows
Lord knows I was strivin' but the doors closed
I don't know about the science or the hormones
But I was too shy and quiet to perform shows
We stole CDs from Kmart in broad day
The cops chased us a long way but we got away
He's the one that turned me on to Kanye
In the lunch line standing in the hallway
"Yo, you hear about this guy who produced for Jigga?
Now he's steppin' to the mic and the dude delivers"
I scribbled outside the lines when I drew a picture
You could try to walk a mile if the shoes would fit ya
Had the all white Classics with the 'fit to match
But I had to wear the jacket with some different pants
Yeah, I got my ass kicked; but I kicked 'em back
Want me to bury the hatchet, bring a bigger axe
Never studied for a test. So my grades poor
Didn't have friends, didn't play sports
Hung out at the park, didn't skateboard
Locked out of the house in a rainstorm
And I ain't have the money for a payphone
I got jumped on my way home
My brother made them punks say they're sorry
But I never got invited to the parties they'd throw
Class is in session
I fell victim to my tragic perfection
I was an outcast, no chance for acceptance
I never figured out how to establish connections
I had a target on my back as a freshman
Picked on by kids who couldn't form an actual sentence
Then I was actually friends with
The kid who wanted to kick my ass after detention
I was never diagnosed with manic depression
But I wouldn't be surprised. In fact, I'd expect it
I lashed out due to lack of attention
I probably could've used a batch of anti-depressants
I was an addict obsessed with
Rap, never had a backup profession
I filled up plastic cassettes with
Hours of freestyles, planned on rapid ascension
It never happened, now I'm lacking direction
At times I wanted to wrap an extension cord
Around the back of my neck and attach and suspend it
From the rafters as a plan for an exit
Writer(s): Gerald Owen
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