Off the Ground

I'm worth your time at your convenience Don't let my feelings change your mind Even if they could, you'd stay the same You're so stuck in your selfish ways Let's keep pretending like it's all good I only wish you had a spine To tell me how I mean shit all It's clear to everyone involved Let me down, cause I guess I'm not worth the effort This time around, it's the same old shit again Until now, I've been telling myself you're gonna change And we could move on It's time to pick my self esteem up off the ground It felt so good to be around you Someone finally gave a damn You'd lift me up from a dark place Then fucking ghost me the next day When I couldn't benefit you You'd start cancelling our plans It's time for me to just give up Don't act like you ever gave a fuck Don't act like you never Let me down, cause I guess I'm not worth the effort This time around, it's the same old shit again Until now, I've been telling myself you're gonna change And we could move on It's time to pick my self esteem up off the ground I'm sick of the waiting, the hoping, embracing We'll never be something, our friendship is nothing So this is the ending, I'm done with pretending And all the inviting, why am I still trying? I'm not here if you need me and I couldn't care less if you want me If I look back through the pictures, your smile of a liar will haunt me When you realise it, and you look to find me, I'll be long gone Catch me listening to Real Friends and realising you're not one Let me down This time around Until Now Off the ground