Afterlife

Take it or leave it You get cards in this life You can't choose how it's dealt So I blocked out the world Only focused on me I've been selfish, only time will tell When I didn't know better I had instinct Used to think life would change in an instant The coldest nights in my life ya I felt it The cold shoulders only fire in my engine I set the time and the place the date I'm in control of my life and my fate Know your intentions still smile at your face Watch how you step you can't step at my pace Know a little too much for my own good That's what it is when you're hungry All the things in my life I had to go through I don't flinch anymore nothing stuns me You gon' turn into something I don't wanna be You gon' turn into something I don't wanna be You gon' turn into something I don't wanna be (you don't wanna see) You gon' turn into something I don't wanna be (No I don't like it) Nothing to lose I got more to gain I'll change my ways if it raise my pay AMG dreams since I was only sixteen Window shopping as a youth skipping school on a break It drove me crazy I was breaking the rules It was the pain in me acting a fool You Could lose it all when in pursuit I want it all, I paid my dues Some people will claim this was overnight Truth is those people don't know me right No silver spoon work and my sacrifice Tipping the scale ya I turned the tides I am bold, and I'm cold, never acting right I feel out of place like I fell out of paradise Cause I never left and I'll never leave All of my memories it brought me back to life AFTERLIFE AFTERLIFE AFTERLIFE You gon' turn into something I don't wanna be You gon' turn into something I don't wanna be I don't know anymore, Cause I don't know anymore, I don't know anymore You gon' turn into something I don't wanna be You gon' turn into something I don't wanna be You gon' turn into something I don't wanna be (you don't wanna see) You gon' turn into something I don't wanna be (No I don't like it)