Shadowboxing

Born cuttin' teeth on the curb

Summonin' ghosts up from the concrete

Keep me company while I learn

Shadowboxing' with giants

Grew from our feet

I know that you don't understand

'Cause you don't believe what you don't see

When you watch me throwin' punches at the devil

Ooh, It just looks like I'm fightin' with me

But there is a comfort in failure

Singin' too loud in church

Screamin' my fear into speakers

I collapse or I burst

Whichever comes first

I know you were tryin' to help

But you're only makin' it worse

Tell me that I shouldn't blame myself

But you can't even imagine how badly it hurts

Just to think sometimes

How I think almost all the time

So break me down

Folded over your arms

Like an unloaded shotgun

Dismantled and harmless

See even you couldn't manage to pull

The fuse from the back of my head

When you tell me you love me

Tell me you loved me

I wanted so bad to believe it

So tell me you love me

Tell me you loved me

I wanted so bad

I wanted so bad to believe you