Myself (feat. DEVN)

I'm not an introvert, I really just don't fuck with niggas So to myself nowadays, it's really hard to read intentions Funny how people who act distant say you actin' different Trust me, if I don't fuck with you, I keep it consistent, uh Life's a challenge, so for balance had to right some wrongs If it didn't bring me peace, then please don't call my phone Watch your tone, niggas want so much, I wish I had a clone Feelin' like Tyrese, what more you want from me? I just want my baby Lifestyle drive me crazy, who the fuck gon' save me? Niggas tryna play me Contemplating daily if I should blow this bitch up Kick a door, then load this bitch up, hold this bitch up I'm Pac, it's Bishop, you timid as fuck, niggas switch up Every time a nigga see a nigga close to the bread I'm close to the edge, try a nigga I got niggas that'll come for your head While my daughter sleep in comfort instead Try a nigga, I got niggas that'll come for your head Way too much goin' on, "Do Not Disturb" on my phone Where I lay my head don't feel like home And niggas wonder why I be in my zone Way too much goin' on, "Do Not Disturb" on my phone Where I lay my head don't feel like home And niggas wonder why I be in my zone Lay my head down and I pray to the Lord Wanna be by myself Leave me, I'll be good all alone All good by myself, yeah People switch up quick, that's what you find out fast So ironic that you'll be the one to find out last They throw stones at your character, but be a house of glass We in this bitch until I fucking crash and if it's out of gas And even then we push this bitch to make it last, shit All my life I've been pushing just to make it past shit Sippin' 40s from a paper bag, shit I paid my dues, who gon' pay it back? The day I signed, I always play it back 'Cause all those nights I challenged God like, "Nigga, where you at?" Yet still I pray my only peace of Heaven was the hope inside Held back my tears, yet half the shit I couldn't cope inside Never thought that my life and dreams would ever coincide 'Cause I remember nights I asked myself like, "Who the fuck am I?" Living legend, now I'm that fucking guy, you wonder why 'Cause fake it until you make it was always a fucking lie Back against the wall, my only flaw is if I never tried Back against the wall, my only flaw is if I never tried