The Things You Saw

I never noticed the way I stand with my toes tilted in Until you mentioned it You'd laugh and say it was the cutest thing that you'd ever seen I loved how you made fun of it Oh no one told me how my ears peek out when my hair is down Like only you could see I kinda wish that you had never even pointed it out Cuz now it fuckin bothers me And now, I hate all the parts of me you thought were good How, oh how did you notice what I never could All the small things hurt, cuz you loved them first And I'm terrified the next person that I am with won't notice them at all Won't see the things you saw People tell me that the next one will find something new Like that'll comfort me But I don't want to believe that after all this time There's still some things you didn't see And now, I miss you making all the bad things good How, oh how did you notice what I never could All the small things hurt, cuz you loved them first And I'm terrified the next person that I am with won't notice them at all Won't see the things you saw Won't see the things you saw Can't look in the mirror without seeing through your eyes It's like my body's a reflection of the parts you memorized Like I'm just a collection of the things that once were mine So who am I Now the small things hurt, cuz now I see them first And I'm terrified the next person that I am with won't notice them at all Won't see the things you saw Won't see the things you saw Won't see the things you saw