Bitter Tonic

I don't wanna die But I say I do, so I can scare myself sometimes Comfort in the curse Maybe I believe it's somethin' I deserve Found my way to Hell The mirror in my bedroom I couldn't stop myself Even if I had to Everybody knows I'll end up broken-hearted Everybody sees it but I don't Oh, you know I need your help Because it's so damn hard to hide But I'll never want it 'Cause the bitter tonic is mine Chaos in my court I always wanna taste the poison first 'Cause I'm the fool, fallin' on my sword Wakin' up to fight another fruitless war Found my way to Hell The mirror in my bedroom I couldn't stop myself Even if I had to Everybody knows I'll end up broken-hearted Everybody sees it but I don't Oh, you know I need your help Because it's so damn hard to hide But I'll never want it 'Cause the bitter tonic is All mine, all mine, all mine It's all mine, all mine, all mine Everybody knows I'll end up broken-hearted Everybody sees it but I don't Oh, you know I need your help Because it's so damn hard to hide But I'll never want it 'Cause the bitter tonic is mine, mine But I'll never want it 'Cause the bitter tonic is mine