I Retract All the Love I Let You Keep.

So maybe I'm alone since I moved states And every time I'm home for like five days She don't ever ring my phone coming my way I guess that's how it goes when your life change Told her, baby I'ma go for my pipe dream And you'll never meet another quite like me Then she reached for the door and she left me Floor feeling empty, how could you leave me now? It's so complicated In conversations With myself I'm often hating Who you made me And what you dealt So I get mad I can't mask All the pain you gave to me I won't ask I retract All the love I let you keep So give it all back to me my love So I can let it go I remember what it was But I don't wanna know Yeah I don't wanna know Yeah yeah yeah Yeah I don't wanna know So maybe I'ma fool since you left me Hell, I can't keep my cool when you text me I miss you next to me, and talking to me sexually I crave your energy, you always get the best of me still So I'm back on the pills Numb the hurt that I feel Nothing seems to be real When it's lonely at night Baby I'm feeling chills If you wanted a fight Maybe I would've killed for you Complicated In conversations With myself I'm often hating Who you made me And what you dealt So I get mad I can't mask All the pain you gave to me I won't ask I retract All the love I let you keep So give it all back to me my love So I can let it go I remember what it was But I don't wanna know Yeah I don't wanna know Yeah yeah yeah Yeah I don't wanna know