Poison

I can't stand to look into my reflection anymore 'Cause I can't remember the night before (oh, I) And I had a lot to give in life, but I fucked up every aspect What did I expect? already living the outcome Wake up with a heartache (knowing that I'm never done) But I'm stuck, so I'm staring at the ceiling Too tired, too scared of what I'm feeling Can't call it addiction, if I can't even remember whatever it was that I was tripping off Dreams telling me I'm six feet down Choking in my vomit in my sleep, don't drow-ow-ow-own Tired of the same old (same old) bullshit Wish that you would love what I told you, guess I'ma lose it in the end, still reaping what I sow and Losing myself, lost sight of what's important Needed something in my life to drown out all the noise and Got a pretty pocket full of pills filled with poison 'Cause our eyes hit 'em like, "Don't run" If I kill myself, I don't need no gun What's a life with no drugs? (but it ain't no fun, yeah) Don't run to the light, don't run Looking at your face, know I can tell that you've been lying to me Clenching my jaw 'til I'm breaking my teeth Stuck in my room, always glued to my bed, know I'm tired of sleep And it always goes on and on You don't stop 'til you're told it's wrong Done with your stupid games, I don't wanna play along Got my heart inside your hands, there's blood up on my palms I don't know what else to say but fuck it, I'm a- I'ma lose it in the end, still reaping what I sow and Losing myself, lost sight of what's important Needed something in my life to drown out all the noise and Got a pretty pocket full of pills filled with poison 'Cause our eyes hit 'em like, "Don't run" If I kill myself, I don't need no gun What's a life with no drugs? (but it ain't no fu-u-u-u-, yeah) Don't run to the light, don't run