It hurts
To know
How hard
We tried before we failed
I won't
Forget
The work
Exerience and what got us here
Yes I may have gained your father's trust
And your sister and you brother never spoke too much
Your mother's someone I would have loved to have met
In your room I just sat on the floor
Counting crushed cigarettes and staring at your door
A feeling I know I will never forget
But now my dream girl just doesn't exist
Things are still the same but they've never been like this
I'll just think it over, and over in my head until it spins
And it hurts
I'd be amiss don't say I'm not proud
Oh but everything's changing and it's freaking me out
And I don't think that I can do it again
No matter how the changes play out
You'll always be the one I'm thinking about
I promise I will always be your friend
But now my dreams are just all that exist
Certainly wasn't asking for this
But I am so proud I am glad that you exist
So please don't remind me of any of this
I never want time to move forward just stay still
I'm shaking I hate this I'm sick of it and it hurts
