Birthday Party

I've been spending years tryna be my best self And everytime I tried, I would always need help They don't really know all the ways that I've felt They don't know the type of cards I've been dealt They be mad 'cause they couldn't of get this far I could smell your lies all the way from a far I don't want a job unless I whip a foreign car I don't want a bitch unless she got a dark heart Never changed, the woke up, yeah I woke up Now It's time to focus, It's up to you to show up Haters talking they don't know us, stressed out so I roll up Don't know where I woke up, never change the woke up Wipe all the tears on my rockstar skinny jeans (yeah) I might get it cause I want it, that's my enemy (ooh) Cause I don't want a lot of friends, I don't want enemies Middle finger to the bitches that are dead to me (oh) Oh yeah that'd be the worse case Why you tryna diss me, what's the purpose? (yeah yeah yeah) Rollin' on a bean and I'm nervous No sleep in tonight, yeah we workin' (yeah) This bitch please tryna call by the number (number) Making one a time in the summer (summer) I want 'rarries I don't want no Hummer (Hummer) She said that she love me so I dumped her Momma told me "stay away from fake ass hoes" I said "I don't care and I just want to make that dough" (make that dough) I can tell which people are my friends or my foes (oh yeah) This is underneath my sleep and I don't wanna fold Once upon a time in a far away place Never met that bitch and I never seen her face Doin' all the right things at the wrong place and time How the fuck could I ever call you mine? How the fuck we got here, I'm unsure Ripping out my hair like I got cancer Death runnin' through my veins, when I kiss her Blacked out, watching lights get dimmer You're the one for me, forget history I need company, I need sympathy It's lonely down here, please don't go my dear You're the one I want, you're the one I fear Ever since I was a boy, I wanted to be great I don't know where this will take me I don't know my fate Situations in my head, make me go insane Welcome to my birthday party but you're running late Aye, shit cuts deep, boutta pass out by the end of the week Either you a strong one or you're fucking weak Iced out grill I don't want them gold teeth Take another dub, while you're taking a defeat Saying that I'm trash, saying that I'm out of peak Please shut the fuck up, for the second beat I don't wanna hear a bitch, I don't wanna sleep I'm woke I never changed the woke up, yeah I woke up Now i'ts time to focus, i'ts up to you to show up Haters talking they don't know us, stressed out so I roll up Don't know where I woke up, I never changed the woke up