F**k Me (I Didn’t Know How To Say)

I wanna be kissed like when I was small

You grew up and I got smaller than before

You went to clean up while I was shaking on the floor

But I didn't know how to say (Don't want you near me)

You deserved better so I gave you my body

Time to count the kisses I've spent

I'll use my body to pay the rent

I said it was fine in your defence

But I didn't know how to say, I don't want you touch me

I didn't know how to say, I don't want you touch me

I didn't know how to say, I don't want you touch me

I'll love myself if you touch me like that

Can't speak, hold off my panic attack

Use me, use me if you just insist

That you love the body you refuse to kiss

I'm not used to being loved

The kisses that led to sex were close enough

I'm in a stranger's arms, a stranger's bed, I can't relax my fucking head

I didn't know how to say, I don't want you near me

I didn't know how to say, I don't want you to touch me

I didn't know how to say, I don't want you to fuck me

I'll love myself if you touch me like that (Fuck me)

Can't speak, hold off my panic attack (Fuck me)

Use me, use me if you just insist (Fuck me)

That you love the body you refuse to kiss (Fuck me)

Fuck me

(Use me)

Love me

I didn't know how to say I want you to love me