Seance

I had a dream last night It rippled through my day Grandma told me, learn the ragas Since you don't know how to pray Baby girl, I left her in September As time unfurls, it's harder to remember Kitchen table conversations, hold em tight Even the story's been, colonized Two minds and their both left To-day's an unfinished vignette It's familiar like a regret Thought I was moving but I never left no no I fall in the cadence Talking bout where it takes me But I'm only getting Farther and farther away from me Forever out of line, having history's a hindrance Repenting like a crime, any sign of foreign instinct You were never mine Neither was the life I'm risking I'm running out of time, tryna find, Where's the pride I've been missing Oh no, only miracle that could save me now is Go home, let the rhythm break you down Just hope, when I get there I recognize the sound of My own voice I'm my own alibi We left no trail behind I'm ready to confide No other suspect I am the one Doppler effect coming undone Two minds and their both left To-day's an unfinished vignette It's familiar like a regret Thought I was moving but I never left no no I fall in the cadence Talking bout where it takes me But I'm only getting Farther and farther away from Anywhere that we could be free I'm afraid of what our fate is In the uncanny valley Where I've been living out my days since Dehydrated we drink mercury Waiting to feel weightless Thinking that it's bravest Give in to the sadists I don't wanna take this no more Here's my chance to break abeyance Desecrate their tableau Higher powers on hiatus Use merkaba's window It's the last reincarnation For this desperado Light the incense for the seance Call back what you let go What you let go