Fears

Ay I took my life by the reins can never blame nobody Ready for when they let me down so yeah I see it coming Making it this far trust me its been a crazy journey Learnt a lot of lessons while I was chasing money Like ay no one is going to be here forever Everything is seasonal and no rapper is gonna be hot forever It's quite ironic that the fresher I look It's the more I realize that damnit I won't be young forever Lifе is too short to not be making my own decisions And I cannot blame thе label for my inhibitions Fact is this is my life my choices and my grind I'm a grown ass nigga don't be stupid to be pointing fingers I'm super selfish only think about me I do me move my shit higher cause in the end its just me I learnt that my whole life is what I made it to be When I choose music over books yeah that moment was real Cause if I flopped I'ma feel it so deep You see my mama got needs I left the family house I'll probably have no where to sleep So I've been questioning me if I be killing these beats Can I do better Is this the best am I close to my peak My circle tight only niggas who understand my fears That see my visions clear know what it took to get me here God forbid that sometime I be surrounded by yesmen If that happens then its on me if I pushed away my best friends Yeah I don't even know if I be anti social or anti new people My circle so small so we mobile I'm just hopeful I'm moving in the direction of where my vision is If there's one thing I'm good at it's the art of over thinking shit Sometimes I think I'm over prepared Or am I over calculating there's too much math in my head See I never once believed that what will be will be Always gon make it happen wide awake while I viewed my dream Shit is real How did we get here It's impossible to make amends When freedom of speech could possibly be a lethal end Impossible to protest or you follow peaceful trends For sending out your tweets you need one of them VPNs What're you rapping about you got aspirations blocks When these rappers say they ill they need vaccination shots We should stick a long stick in your nose for sticking your nose in places that got your whole body exposed Positive or negative we getting no results The present and the future the difference is in the polls This disease will probably kill you and you'll die with all your hope And even if you survive the question is who to vote Tell me how do you deal with the pain Regardless of how you move the game mutates to a different strain The face mask won't disguise the evil ways For the many times you wash your hands You can't wash your sins away (No)