Cigarette Smoke

I got over myself, I'll get over you The ash in the air when the night is through I waited to catch you if you fell But you pushed me back to Hell I'll dance in a cloud of your cigarette smoke Full of empty dreams that choke Holding my breath for a moment or two For a dance in the cigarette smoke with you You make me high You get me drunk Is this the highest I've ever sunk? Is love a suppressant or my antidepressant? Is this self sabotage or have I learnt my lesson? You are what I need, you take what you want Is this love a suppressant or my antidepressant? Dance around my bedroom dance around my mind Your hidden darkness found a place to shine You hold the water bring me back to life You leave me drowning, no end in sight I'll lay in your cloud of cigarette smoke Full of empty words not spoke Fighting for breath, I know my cue To lay in the cigarette smoke with you You make me high You get me drunk This is the highest I've ever sunk Is love a suppressant or my antidepressant? Is this self sabotage or have I learnt my lesson? You are what I need, you take what you want. Is this love a suppressant or my antidepressant? Damaged people are dangerous They make Hell feel like home All I see is red, white and you I need to overthrow your throne The King of mixed signals The fool waiting in line I know I am important Just not all the time And here we go again Why is nothing ever new? And here we go again Back in this haze with you Is love a suppressant or my antidepressant? Is this self sabotage or have I learnt my lesson? You are what I need, you take what you want Is this love a suppressant or my antidepressant? Is love a suppressant or my antidepressant? Is this self sabotage or have I learnt my lesson? You take what you want, it's just what you do But I got over myself, I'll get over you