Fever Dream

I woke up from a fever dream Where I was falling apart And holding onto what was left of me I realized it may not just be a scene Stuck in the same routine I'm living out an empty dream I'm still waiting for something Something to make me believe in I don't really know how to let it go I don't think anybody does Even in dark times I'm hard to break Through the noise and the flashing lights I get lost in my mind I've got so invested In that life ain't meant for me Things are moving so fast Even my shadow can't follow me Stuck in the same routine I'm living out an empty dream I'm still waiting for something Something to make me believe in I don't really know where I should go I don't think anybody does Even in dark times I'm hard to break Through the noise and the flashing lights I get lost in my mind Anxiety never rests So I hold my breath Hanging by a broken thread Life's fading away Always in a state of stalling I feel like something's missing There's no way to fill the void I feel inside All the lights here to guide me Blinding my eyes so I can't see I can't turn around This reality is haunting me Even in dark times I'm hard to break Through the noise and the flashing lights I get lost in my mind I got all I want But not what I need And I, I can't find my reality Even in dark times I'm hard to break Through the noise and the flashing lights I get lost in my mind Anxiety never rests So I hold my breath Hanging by a broken thread Life's fading away