I don’t know if I be running to or running from

But I learned that you can never hide from what you done

I ain’t got excuses for the pain that I caused

Maybe it’s the guilt built up from the innocence lost yeah

I should have known better

I know I was wrong

I should have known better

I knew all along

But what happens if I like that now I need that

Don’t tell me you’ll be right back gon and feed that

Anything I want baby give it to me

Please don’t taunt just send it to me

Wait

I’m sorry

Babe I didn’t mean that

That’s just the old me I’m tryna keep the fiend back

I’m sorry

Pretend you hadn’t seen that it wasn’t me it’s just the demon bringing things back

I’m sorry

I think I’ve got a toxic relationship with myself

I’m so sick of all the back and forth just me and no one else

If I had a dime for the times that I told myself leave it alone

Got me beggin please please don’t pick up the phone

But too late I’ma get me what I want, hey

I should have known better

I know I was wrong

I should have known better

I knew all along

But what happens if I like that now I need that

Don’t tell me you’ll be right back gon and feed that

Anything I want baby give it to me

Please don’t taunt just send it to me

Wait

I’m sorry

Babe I didn’t mean that

That’s just the old me I’m tryna keep the fiend back

I’m sorry

Pretend you hadn’t seen that it wasn’t me it’s just the demon bringing things back

I’m sorry

Let me let my mind get still and my heart slow down

Cause I wanna think clearly for this

It ain’t because I’ve paid my price how I live my life

I just wanna do better for my kids

Now you can only deal with what you did when it’s done

Till then don’t do it no more

And the only way that I learned how to keep my head high is the day that my knees hit the floor

Jesus help me God I’m hurtin save me from me myself and I

Causes it’s easy to hide my hurt when I just wanna break down and cry

But I’m workin workin harder that when I dream and I wake up I’m that guy

That my wife needs that my kids need and that I need so I can fly

I’m sorry

I’m sorry

I’m sorry