Maybe if I saw you last October
Maybe If I told you that I loved you
Never could let go and just forget
Paying for it, just bring me the check
Why's it always you that I keep seeing?
Can't escape, I'm lost without a reason
I see you were just a time machine
To get me over being 23
But I hold on to you
Hold on to you
In all of the worst ways
All of the worst ways
And I hold on to you
Hold on to you
In all of the worst ways
But I'm trying not to
Laying on the floor and I'm not leaving
It gets heavier as you're healing
You had always known it'd be like this
It Just took me a lifetime to admit
But I hold on to you
Hold on to you
In all of the worst ways
All of the worst ways
And I hold on to you
Hold on to you
In all of the worst ways
But I'm trying not to
But I hold on to you
Hold on to you
In all of the worst ways
All of the worst ways
And I hold on to you
Hold on to you
In all of the worst ways
But I'm trying not to
I'm trying not to
I'm trying not to
I'm trying not to
