Love at First Sight

'Cause I don't hate you I just hate myself I swear it was love at first sight W-when you tell me you love me And I know I got problems, you hate when I speak But I hope that you never gon' dump me 'Cause I been off it when I walk in When I see you with him when I walked in 'Cause, girl, you knew all the pain that you caused And you said it was me when you lost it But now, it's too late, you never call me when you say You never been there when I'm waitin' Never been stabbed in the back, in the back with a mag 'Cause now I'm makin' money, with the cash in the stack Don't call me when you off it 'cause it ain't stoppin' our problems Can you tell me when you're honest? Do-don't lie to my face when you're talkin' 'Cause I don't hate you I just hate myself 'Cause I don't hate you I just hate myself Don't feel like myself no more Blurry spaced out, can you give me a moment I need to find myself to feel like I'm lost in a world with no one I wanna be on my own Plugged in headphones zone out, click airplane mode I wanna feel love just one more time But I don't like the trusting process She broke my heart, left me in the past And maybe that's why I'm in love with smoking Cigarette smoke, I'm coping Champagne bottles help most of my problems So how can I shoot my shot like Derozan When all these girls are frozen? I swear that I can't trust no one No turn the back when I need them most I swear it was love at first sight W-when you tell me you love me And I know I got problems, you hate when I speak But I hope that you never gon' dump me 'Cause I been off it when I walk in When I see you with him when I walked in 'Cause, girl, you knew all the pain that you caused And you said it was me when you lost it Lost it, when you lost, when you lost, when you lost, when you lost I don't hate you I just hate myself 'Cause I don't hate you I just hate myself 'Cause I don't hate you I just hate myself 'Cause I don't hate you I just hate myself